Archive for October 7th, 2008

Showing God’s Life in the Flesh

Tuesday, October 7th, 2008

I made a slideshow of some of my mother’s pictures, because a lot of people were requesting it. It’s a great slideshow of pictures that my sister-in-law made around the time of my mother’s funeral. The slideshow puts her life “in the flesh”, so to speak.

I thought I’d make one with the computer, and then post it somewhere, or email it out. So, after fumbling for a good few hours, I learned the other day how to make a slideshow using a thing called flashvideo. Now, I don’t know how it all works, but the bottom line is that this software makes two computer files. Not one – that would be too simple – but two. Both files are needed.

So, what’s the deal with two files? Well, one is huge and contains all the goods. It has all the pictures, the slides, the music, all the information for timing the slides and making them change at the right time, making sure the music matches the slides. It has 10,174 kilobytes. It has everything.

What about the other file?

Well, it’s tiny. It only has a measly 2 kilobytes. And it has only one little job. What is it?

It opens the web browser and lets the other computer file – the one with all the goods – do its thing.

That’s all.

So, if I send the little file alone, of course it can’t do anything worthwhile, because it doesn’t have the goods. 2 measly kilobytes! The big file has all the goods. But that little file is very important! Because if I don’t send that little one along, the big file can’t do anything either. It can never even get into the web browser. And my mother’s life is not made visible.

The Blessed Virgin Mary does not appear in the Bible doing great and remarkable feats. In the Bible, she does not convert anyone with preaching, she does not heal anyone’s sickness, she does not drive out any bad spirits, she does not fight battles, she does not shepherd people to safety, she does not conquer world poverty. In fact, she’s hardly mentioned by name. Mary is tiny. And she has only one little job: it’s to open herself and let God in.

Of course, Mary alone can do nothing worthwhile: “Apart from me you can do nothing.” (Jn 15:5) God has all the goods: “No one is good but God alone.” (Mk 10:18)

But Mary is very important! “Blessed are you among women, and blessed is the fruit of your womb!” (Lk 1:42) God can do nothing without Mary. Without Mary, God cannot even enter the world.

Because she opened herself up to God completely, God came into the world. Everyone got to see Him in the flesh.

You may not feel that you can do anything worthwhile. You may be convinced that you don’t have the goods. But you are very important! Without you, God can do nothing. Without you, He cannot even enter the world.

Each of us has one little job: to open ourselves up and let God in. Then He can enter the world around us. Then everyone can see Him – in the flesh.

Finding Jesus

Tuesday, October 7th, 2008

I was poking around the internet looking for something recently when I came to find out that I am on the list of “Missing Classmates” for my high school alma mater. It’s a long list of people who graduated from the school that the alumni association can’t find. They are seeking me.

Now, I’ve moved around a bit since high school, and somehow my alma mater has always been able to track me down. I always wondered how they know where I’ve moved to. Pennsylvania, Worcester, different addresses in Boston, a time in the seminary, they never lost sight of me. But apparently, after I entered the Franciscan community, they lost me. Now, I am missing, and they are seeking me.

I wonder to myself, why don’t they check my parents’ house, the address that I was at when I was at the school? Why don’t they check my father’s house? If they did, they wouldn’t just get my father to speak to – they would find me, myself! You see, right now, I am in my father’s house.

When Mary lost Jesus, she found Him by going back to square one, the origin: His Father’s house. She did not find a lead there, or a clue as to where He was – she found Him.

And he said to them, ‘How is it that you sought me? Did you not know that I must be in my Father’s house?’” (Lk 2:49)

Do you feel that you’ve lost Jesus, that your prayer life is dead, that you have no inspiration and frankly have lost any desire for spiritual or religious activities or fellowship? Do you want to find Him? Then go to His Father’s house. You won’t find a clue, a lead, a helpful hint.

You’ll find Him.

One thing have I asked of the LORD,
that will I seek after;
that I may dwell in the house of the LORD
all the days of my life,
to behold the beauty of the LORD,
and to inquire in his temple.
” (Ps 27:4)